All lyrics by Siân Brown  ©

AND SHE WAS (2020)........

LAST LIFE

When I finally leave this place, I won't be coming back. Shake the dust from my feet, and the monkeys from my back.

I gave it all, all of the time I gave it all of my songs With all the feelings I could ever feel All of my rights and wrongs.

When I finally leave this place, I won't be coming back. Shake the dust from my feet, and the monkeys from my back.

Nothing, no-one, who do I think I am? How dare I keep trying to stick it to the man.

Now I am floating off into space See how small it's become

Drifting into the ether I get bigger and bigger

My heart like the sound of a drum My heart like the sound of a drum.

When I finally leave this place, I won't be coming back. Shake the dust from my feet, and the monkeys from my back.

We Are the Changelings

A twitch in my brain's driving me insane Fighting for peace is a paradox of pain. Already united, we are works of art Give in to love and occupy your hearts.

Smiley smiley behind their faces Sharp teeth and hunger in their eyes Cold blooded killers covering all bases Real live vampires feeding from our lives How long before we wake up to who we are? How long before the turning? How do we break a prison with no bars that keeps us always yearning?

We, we are, we are the Changelings

That peace we seek externally is ruining our ride The powers ours it always was, now we realise Build a bridge, a rainbow bridge Cross the logic line Faster than the speed of light Balancing both sides

We, we are, we are the Changelings

I built a spaceship for the dawn of the 5th sun With chaos mounting I will return to one I'll give you the blueprints open your heart wide We are the changelings The changes are inside

Music Never Failed Me

by Siân Brown & Laura Cahill

(Laura) 
Never was a talker so I learned to sing. 
A language I can understand, it's what I bring. 
So fill my world with sound. 
Melt all these worries down. 
Turn the music up and let me dance today 

(Siân & Laura) 
Music never failed to pick me up off the ground. 
Music never hurt me with it's sweet sweet sound 
Music never failed me on the battleground 
Music never failed me now. 

(Siân) 
I know what you mean girl, I feel the same. 
As far back as I remember music soothed my pain. 
Hearing Fast Car for the first time I just couldn't believe 
Someone else out there felt the same way as me. 

(Siân & Laura) 
Music never failed to pick me up off the ground. 
Music never hurt me with it's sweet sweet sound 
Music never failed me on the battleground 
Music never failed me now. 

It knows my mood it reads my mind (Laura) 
In just 4 minutes it can change your life (Siân) 
And you know what? 
It don't care if your wrong or right (Siân) 

(Siân & Laura) 
Music never failed to pick me up off the ground. 
Music never hurt me with it's sweet sweet sound 
Music never failed me on the battleground 
Music never failed me now.

Warm & Washed

Today went down the toilet fairly quickly I did my best to save it but it slipped from my hands I have yet to feel like I know what I'm doing I don't know if I make any sense.

And I know it's a cliche And I know, I know, I know it's been said before Today I'm out to sea in stormy weather Tomorrow I hope I'll be warm and washed ashore. Warm and washed, warm and washed, warm and washed ashore

I am sick to death of playing placid I have had enough of trying to keep you soothed I do not agree with everything your saying And I'm just not in the fucking mood.

And I know it's a cliche And I know, I know, I know it's been said before Today I'm out to sea in stormy weather Tomorrow I hope I'll be warm and washed ashore.Warm and washed, warm and washed, warm and washed ashore

Have a little faith in me Don't be silly, don't be jealous, it's petty Have a little faith in me Don't be silly, don't be jealous, it's petty

Warm and washed, warm and washed, warm and washed ashore Warm and washed, warm and washed, warm and washed ashore

Bitter Cup

In lock-down watching the rain I could sit here and stare all day Say nothing as I recall Every rise and every single fall

Only I know where my mind goes And my minds all messed up I drained the bitter cup My minds all messed up

What have you always wanted to be? Are you that now, did you follow your dreams? Or did the world just wear you down? Still floating 'round the same old town.

Only I know where my mind goes And my minds all messed up I drained the bitter cup My minds all messed up

If I could re-write any part of this strange story I'd speak my mind more freely, despite the sinking feelings So many things unsaid that I never got a chance to regret My only advice, don't keep it all inside, don't keep it all inside Don't keep it all inside.

Only I know where my mind goes And my minds all messed up I drained the bitter cup My minds all messed up I drained the bitter cup.

FUCK EVERYONE

Fuck everyone, I'm not even joking. Fuck everyone, and your little dogs too I'm sick of it, and it's something worth noting Fuck everyone, especially you...

The booker who made things so difficult for no apparent reason And left us standing in the rain Gave us the worst slot of the whole weekend She was such a Lazy Hake! I have more talent in my toe than you have in your whole entire body And I know that's why you did it.

Fuck everyone, I'm not even joking. Fuck everyone, and your little dogs too I'm sick of it, and it's something worth noting Fuck everyone, especially you...

The arse hole who thought he was such a big shot and told me I was nothing Your stage was crap and your man bun is pathetic All in all and at best your generic I confused you didn't I? You didn't know if you were disgusted or into it And I know that's why you did it.

Fuck everyone, I'm not even joking. Fuck everyone, and your little dogs too I'm sick of it, and it's something worth noting Fuck everyone, especially you...

If we can't all be nice. If we can't all be kind Well you can have that shit back as I gladly pass you by You may have won this round but it's only a matter of time. I know how bright I shine And I know that's why you did it!

I AM

I closed a book that I was reading before I left the house. I had to get out. And all the while I ran for miles but this feeling! It wouldn't leave and I don't need this state of being You're killing me.

I don't know what I am but I am! But I am! And I want you bad.

You weave a wicked web of oneness with your words Tell me more, tell me more! Well I run in and out of ways I should forget you I wish I could, I wish I could never have met you You're killing me.

I don't know what I am but I am! But I am! And I want you bad. I want you bad boy x 3

Oooooohhhhh

I don't know what I am but I am! But I am! And I want you bad. I want you bad boy x 3